I came to blogs after a long time. Really long time i would say! All of a sudden i stop writing the blogs. Still i am thinking haven't fount an answer for that. I tried to write in the middle but so many post are still in my draft page as incomplete posts.
Today i wanted to change myself as the same person who i was before 5 years back. That life was different. I didn't had much friends, but less problems. Had very few friends who are really close with me. Now i have more than a lot of friends, started to feel like highest the number have much of problems. Decided to stay a bit away from most of them and only to be close with the close friends circle. That might reduce the tension and the pressure from me, i guess. Lets put a try and see.
Maybe being anti-social can do the magic. But need to be careful while going through the change. The change shouldn't hurt any one and no one should feel the change. It shouldn't be a sudden change. It should be a radical with time. Need to spend more time on reading the books. Oh yeah, have a lorry load of books with me. All are purchased but not completed. Actually speaking most of the books i have started to red but couldn't pass half way even, due to the constrain in the time. Now if i can successfully make the change may be i can finish them all. No issues there are a lot to read. so i won't be able to finish anytime soon. If i can successful start reading may be can write again as well. since more knowledge. more to share.
I should do that immediately. will see how it is going. hopefully will be able to write tomorrow night as well.
Change is the only thing which cannot be Change
